so...it's been a while. I don't really wanna go back through the past 3 weeks...so...I'll sum it up.
Basically, it all boils down to one major disappointment, and one subtle, and most likely overlooked answer to a questionaire that has my my heart in a million little pieces.
The major disappointment being that Stacey isn't coming anymore. Enough said. I'm too brain dead/heart sick to divulge what's really going through my mind.
And the subtle, most likely overlooked answer to that questionaire--
Where it asks about your family life on the ever-so-popular myspace...Stacey responded "I don't want kids."
I know in my head it probably means nothing. But when I noticed it for the first time tonight, it felt like my heart fell right out of my chest.
where does that leave me?
